Alahai Mat Salih !

Bercintalah sejujurnya. Sebelum ini asyik berjumpa lelaki yang tidak pernah menyatakan cintanya padamu. Sampai lelah dikau menanti dan menunggu namun tidak terdengar juga perkataan itu.

Kini kau berdepan dengan lelaki yang tidak jemujemu mengucap sayang dan mengucap kasih. Jika orang itu sudah hulurkan tangan, sambutlah. Cinta memang tidak kenal siapa, hadir tanpa dipaksa. Kenapa harus berpaling andai itu yang diinginkan ?

Susah sangatkah memberi sedikitkalau selama ini terlalu banyak menerima ? Rasa cinta bukan untuk dijual beli tetapi untuk dikongsi bersama. Janganlah kegagalan cinta yang lalu menidakkan kebahagiaan yang datang. Andai cinta sudah berdetik, hargailah sebelum ia pergi meninggalkan dirimu.

Adaptasi novel : Alahai Mat Salih

Muka pucat lesi

Nak sangat rasa macam mana clerk patient seorang banduan. Takde la susah sangat nak approach pun. Naseb baik polis yang jaga dia comel ! Auww ! Gediks sangaaaaat. Puihhh ! 

Bila kena tanya sakit apa, sakit kat mana, rasa macam mana, sejak bila, ada sakit mana lagi and bla bla bla. Senang je nak dapat jawapan. Bila tanya tang sosial history yang syok tuh. Macammacam jenis drugs ada. Nama arak pun pehhhh. Aku takpernah dengar some of namanama tuh. Noob gilaaaaaa !

Tetiba dia mengesot dekat dengan aku. Pastu bisik. Dah la telinga aku ni pekak badak. Dia plak cakap slow. Memang dia kena ulang banyak kali a. Terkejut aku bila dia suruh call mak dia.  Nak buat apa neyh ! Siap bagi number lagi ! Tapi taksalin pun. Alamaaaaak ! Kesiannyaaaaa. Aku terus tergamam ! Pandang kiri kanan atas bawah. Pandang polis tuh pastu senyum cuak. Pandang membe, pandang polis. Cakap terima kasih pastu keluar dari situ. Oh ye. Orang tu siap cakap jangan bagitahu polis yang jaga dia tuh. 

Muka pucat lesi ! 

Finally

Yeayyyy
Finally. Was a big relieve when things that you wanna tell have been told.

Stupid tears !
Arghh. Buat malu je.
Malu. Sangat malu.
Nanti esok lusa bila dah tak rasa apaapa mesti menyesal cakap.

Diam

Diam.
Sepi.
Bila tahu diri disisih buat sekian kali.
Takperlu berkata, biar hati yang tahu.

Bertanya.
Jawapan diberi, kasar.
Diam.
Entah kenapa hati terasa.

Oh ada kawan baru.
Biasalah.
Ada yang baru.
Yang lama nak buat apa.

Dunia. Dunia.
Manamana pergi pun tetap sama.
Kenalah kuat.
Allah kan ada :)

after a while

Assalamualaikum all :)

Blogging ? 

Againnnnn ? We'll see how far this blog will be here.

Sekarang dah kurang dah busy compared to previous posting. Taktahu la whether aku yang malas nak study or memang posting ney yang tak berapa hectic macam O&G. Disebabkan ke'hectic'an tu, baik aku tidur bila ada masa senggang daripada aku menghadap laptop.

Konon masa awalawal start posting O&G, aku buat perjanjian nak buat blog post for every moment I went through selama dua bulan yang lepas. But semuanya tergendala because time limit ! Argh. Kelas 8 am - 5 pm. Belum kira kalau ada oncall atau pun kena buat benda lain. Proses nak mencairkan balik semua ilmu yang tak seberapa banyak dalam otak ni pun memakan masa jugak tauuuu. Setahun kot hang up all those study because of AMS. What do you expect ? ! Expect jawapan nak keluar macam vomitus or diarrheaaaa ? Memang tak lah ! -.-'

After 2 months, boleh la cope dengan semua ni kot. InsyaAllaaaaah. Thing I miss the most is my 7th batch MBBS. 7th batch MBBS is so much awesome and superb. Aku still tak nampak lagi which part of this my new batch is better than them. Especially in friendship thingy. Sorry to say la kan. I'm not saying they are not good. But it seem like there is something lacking kot. Anyways, aku okay je dengan semua. Interaction with them pun went well la. Bergurau senda ke berborak apa semua dengan dorang okay jeee :)

Now, in paediatrics. What I can say is just I have to pray so very hard. My luck will depends on children. From a baby to a schoolchildren and I really don't know how to treat them. Alaaaa. Tade apaapa kot. Semua orang boleh buat, takkan aku takleh kot. When there's a will, there's a way kannnn. Positive things happen to positive person. Allah kan adaaa :)

Okay la. Aku dah taktahu nak cakap apa. Nanti kalau aku ada idea, aku conteng lah lagi. 

With that, thank youuu :)

Najwa Latif is at the Rooftop

Assalamualaikum. Hai all !
Datang juga ke sini. Fuh Fuhhh. *kesatkesatpeluh*

Okay. This is a list name for NajwaLatif's Awesome Friend who are luckily been selected for the event on 16 June which is yesterday at Lot10 Bukit Bintang ! Actually has been a long time dah list name ni keluar. Sehari sebelum tu macam dah redha je macam taknak je pergi sebab Zafran ada hal. Ema n Mai pulak ada exam. Kekecewaan di situ. *laplapairmata*

Beberapa jam sebelum pukul 3, eh see Nadia is online la. Tegur Nadia and ajak dia. Suprisingly, Nadia said YES ! Walaweyhhhh. Seperti bulan jatuh ke riba *lompatlompat*. Plus, Zul pun willingly nak hantar kitorang balik to SgBuloh after habes that thing petang tu. Hah. So apa lagi. Boleh lah menjadi plan ke sana neyh. Yehaaaaa. *pintalpintalrambut* :D

So, 

Here we are ! At the the Rooftop NTV7 Najwa Latif. Erm erm. And Akim jugaaak. This is our first time. Arghh. What happen to me. *hantukhantukkepalakedinding* This is so incredible me. Mama call, tanya jadi pergi ke tak. The answer was NO sebab takde orang nak teman. Tapi kalau mama tahu ney, for sure kena perli. Mama nak teman takmo. Haha. Maaa, janganlaaaah. hewhew >.<'

Before the recording started. Super duper hot okay atas neyh. Dengan jerebu lagi. Peluh tahap boleh perah dah baju. 

Sebelum shoot untuk NL, Akim punya turn dulu. So us who are NL's AF ni kenalah berudur ke tepi bagi laluan to them. His fan sangaaaaaaaaaaaaat lah hurrmmm. Takpe lah. Lemme said to myself je. Haha. Kang ada yang kena belasah dengan diehardfans dia takpasalpasal. *angkatkakilariiii*

 Test suara. 1 2 3. Untuk Dia. ey. ey !

Hey guys ! Do you recognize him. Presenting to youuu Anas ! :)

Oppsss oppss. The guitaris from Iamneeta band lah. Heee

*padampadamgosip*

This is Nadia. My coursemate. Kesian Nadia kena tunggu sampai lah event ney habes. Nasib baik lah she is very the happy go lucky kan. Enjoy je. And she said, she wont follow me anymore. Haha. The worst part for her is she cannot sing any of NL's song langsung. What only she can do is screaming out loud KOSONG KOSONG together. Ceyh ! -.-'

Suka la dapat jumpa awak semua. White and black shirt tu siblings tau. Emylia and Elyda. Adik dia fanatik gila dengan NL. Dia hafal semua lagu (okay that is so common among us yang ada dekat sini). She also remember every single thing pasal NL ! Walau sebesar zarah ! Tanya je lah apa pun, semua dia boleh jawab. She even posted a video, a birthday video to NL dekat Youtube. And and NL knows her. Siap sebut lagi nama dia masa performing tu. She's crying tauuu. Ouch :') 

 

Some of NL'sAF yang masih tak beransur pulang. Hi NL, I heart you :')

Okay that's all. Thanks for a very unforgetful moment. Nice to meet new friends here. They are so kind and friendly. Feel like in a world that I have never been before. *okaysudahitupoyo* Hope we can meet up again, NL'sAF ! :)

Spread love *hakhaktetibapakaitaglineNL*

That's all. Thank for reading. 

With that. 

Thank you :)

Moment to be remember

It's been a very long time till this post is out. I'm in mood of writing now. At least. So, hai hye hey hello all. Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Now in May. Students cramping their mind for test, exam, all sorts of presentation and so me. Report submission on 21st May. Arghh. Hate the date. Have been leaving studying as a medical student for almost a year. Opss opss. I am not being suspended okay. Dont you dare to think like that. I'll probably kill you ! Hahaha. I chose to be here. I'm happy and glad to be here. Kau hado ? Of course takde kan. Here are only 17 of us here. Dare to accept challenge. Believe in oursellf that we could be a different person. A multitalented person maybe. InsyaAllah. 

Who says you are not good if you are not joining us ? Korang pun hebat apa. Going to 4th year dah in a few months time? Oh my senior-going-to-be. I love you. Will missing all of you. The moment we are together in the class. Marathon to the class when wake up late. Sleeping in the lecture hall during PHPM. Sit together and help each other during the night before progress test. Going back home before audit started.  Skip histology lab and went to pantry for gossiping. And the favourite dialog is, 

" Hey, kau ponteng  lab ! " *padahaldirisendiripunpontengjugak*. Too much to be told !

About 3 years ago, we are in a feeling like, "OMG ! it's going to be 5 years. Very long long long time man." Okay la aku tipu jeee. Bukan semua orang rasa macam tu. But me yes. Kejap je kan 3 tahun tuuuu. Kepada those kawankawan yang tercinta going to sit for end of posting exam finale for this semester, SELAMAT MENDUDUKI EXAM. KURANGKANLAH MENONTON DRAMADRAMA KOREA, RUNNING MAN KE HAPE SEMUA YANG LAGHO TU. AM WISHING ALL OF YOU BEST OF LUCK ! Tak kira la posting Medicine, Ruban ke, OnG, Surgery or Paeds. Buktikan yang Batch Ketuat is the best batch ever. Lupakanlah semua musibah yang telah melanda. Jadikan ia sebagai pengajaran yang terindah dalam student life. Heeeee :)

In another 3 years time, di mana jangka masa adalah lebih kurang sama masa aku mula melangkah ke sini sehingga langkah yang tak terkira pada saat ini, my blog writing will be totally different from today post. Adakah aku akan menjemput korang semua ke kenduri kahwin aku ? Of course not. And impossible okay ! Things that am going to write is.. I am a Final Year Student going to sit for Professional Exam. Pray for me. InsyaAllah. Ewaaaaah. That is so poyo. *Harapmaaf.Siarantergendalaseketika* This is because of our superseniors just got their results last week. Congratulations to those yang excellent. Hope all of you will be succeed in your life as a houseman in your respective hospital. Please be a good role model for us to be proud of.

That's all for now. Thank you for reading.

Bye. 

:)